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the book of sereneione

Extremely stupid, complicated, hopeless, and cold

Poor Kimi

Monday, May 29, 2006

Currently listening to: 楓 by 周杰倫

I was watching the second-to-last episode of Alias the other day, and something that Sloane said to Sydney struck me.

"You can't rescue everyone."

How true. Although, in my case, I would've used the word 'help' instead of 'rescue'.

I have learnt a long time ago that you cannot help everyone. This was further proven when there came a time where I couldn't even help myself. Unfortunately, knowing that you cannot help everyone doesn't make you feel any less helpless. And so, you're left with nothing but this feeling of sadness. Which is, needless to say, sad.

Poor Sydney. Poor me. Poor everybody.

Posted by sereneione at 4:01 PM 1 comments  

Labels: quotes

Lisburn House

Sunday, May 28, 2006

Currently listening to: Recordings

NZD60 for a night of gossip at a nice, warm and cosy B&B restaurant with the perfect hostess and good food. Not a bad deal is it?

Anyways, I realised that I am the kind of person who always takes everything at its face value. To put it simply, and kindly, I am rather slow in picking up things. Not picking up things as in literally picking up things, but... you know what I mean don't you? Putting it in bug terms, my bug antenna doesn't function properly. And you know that bug antennas are not used to literally pick up things. Don't you?

Back to the point. Most of the time, things have to happen right in front of my face before I will even realise that they have happened. If they don't, then as far as I'm concerned, they never happened. Until someone tells me that they have.

Some of you may say that I am just being ignorant. I don't think that I'm being ignorant. However, I do think that I may have been too engrossed with living in my own fantasy world to take notice of the real world around me. Yes I have my very own fantasy world, where everything is ideal. And I mean everything. Things which are not ideal, and that includes people, I either make them ideal, or they just don't exist in my fantasy world.

Now some of you may say that I am just living in denial. Be that as it may, if I'm happy, then why not? Why I can't indulge myself? I know, and I mean it when I say I KNOW, what the real world is like. It's a bed of roses. So pretty to look at, but when you lie down, you get pricked by the thorns. I've been pricked. Countless times. Enough to keep my feet planted firmly on the ground while I am whisked away into my fantasy world. I know when I need to come back and face the harsh realities of life.

Of course, more often than not, I usually come back and face them AFTER they have hit me in the face. But hey, what can I say? That's just... me.

Posted by sereneione at 2:15 AM 0 comments  

No?

Saturday, May 27, 2006

Currently listening to: Nothing

I really should walk away while I still can. No?

I watched The Da Vinci Code yesterday night. It wasn't as bad as I expected it to be. I didn't start out expecting it to be bad, but when all you get are bad reviews, it's hard not to lower your expectations. No?

Had a hot chocolate after that with friends at this cafe, before heading on to the casino for chicken and chips. It had been a long day, considering that I was awake since 10 in the morning. It's going to be another long day today; I was awake since 9. And for both days, an appointment had to be cancelled due to unforeseen/unknown circumstances. It's sad. No?

I'm going to try to walk away now. You believe I can do it don't you? No?

Neither do I...

Posted by sereneione at 3:46 PM 0 comments  

Labels: movie

BT: (B)ad (T)aste or (B)ig (T)rouble?

Sunday, May 21, 2006

Currently listening to: Nothing

I. Am. Seriously. In. Big. Trouble.

Anyways, I watched the Capping Show yesterday night. It was pretty good. When I saw the Selwyn Ballet, I couldn't believe that that was only my first time watching it. And the a capella guys were FREAKING AWESOME. They had clown make-up on their faces, but they can keep it on for the rest of their lives and I'd still fall for them. I just LOVE a guy who can sing.

Posted by sereneione at 12:25 AM 1 comments  

Freaking bored

Friday, May 19, 2006

Currently listening to: 楓 by 周杰倫

For the past couple of weeks, I have been handing in an average of one assignment each week. This week, I handed in two, the last one just this morning.

Now, I am freaking bored. Sigh...

Posted by sereneione at 5:01 PM 0 comments  

Cranky!

Saturday, May 13, 2006

Currently listening to: The buzz of the people around me in the lab

I wish I am walking around in town now, preferably with company. Or, I wish I am sitting in my room now, watching a movie on TV or from my laptop connected to the TV. Or, I wish I am somewhere else now, anywhere else, doing something or anything else.

Just not here.

I was stuck here for 17 hours straight yesterday. That's enough to get anyone cranky. I know I was cranky. Maybe not cranky cranky, but the fact that I was still quite energetic after 29-38 hours of not sleeping, 11 hours of which were spent staring at the computer screen, not knowing what I was doing while my fingers typed away on the keyboard, that should tell you something.

Having said that, I couldn't wake up on time this morning, so I was late for my appointments by 30 minutes to an hour. Now, I am once again sitting here, staring at the computer screen, but at least this time, I know what I am doing as my fingers type away on the keyboard. I am blogging, if that is not already obvious to you who are reading this.

Talking about you, I wonder who you are. This thought just suddenly occured to me. It happens a lot to me, sudden occurences of thoughts, so don't be surprised if I ever ask you what may seem to be a totally random, out-of-nowhere question. I am just being me.

Anyway, as I was saying before I got distracted, I wonder who you are. You who are reading this right now. Do I know you? Do I know you really well? Or, do I know you well enough for you to be reading my blog? I know some of you. My darling friends from home. But what about the rest of you? If you don't know me, then why are you reading my blog? And if you do know me, but not very much, how did you find my blog? I don't tell people about my blog. I don't even tell them I blog. Sure I posted the URL of my blog on Friendster once, but it has been a while since I took it down. Did you get it from there? What made you want to read my blog? What made you want to continue to read my blog? Or is this only your first time reading my blog, having stumbled upon it by pure accident?

I am rambling, in case you haven't realised. Sigh...

I watched Mission Impossible 3 yesterday with some friends. It's a good movie to watch in the cinema. Lots of explosive actions. Sure there are better explosive actions in other movies, but this one's not bad. I think. At least I got to listen to weirdly-spoken Cantonese by a half-American, half-Vietnamese woman with a mixture of Polish, Irish and French blood in her, and funny-sounding Mandarin by Tom Cruise. I don't like Tom Cruise by the way. Didn't watch the movie because of him that's for sure.

After the movie, we went for a drink at this cafe/bar. It must have been our unlucky day, because the waitress serving us had really bad customer-service attitude. First off, she asked to see our ID because they are a licensed bar. I never had to do that before. Sure it is a Friday night, but in all of my 2 years going to that place, I have never even once had to show my ID. Until yesterday. Fine, we showed her our ID. We stayed for 2 hours, and I was pretty sure that they were supposed to be open for 24 hours on weekends, but she asked us to leave, saying that they are closing for the night. She didn't even do it properly, as a waitress should have done. And the worse thing was they turned up the volume of the music, which was a very obvious way of saying that they want us out of there.

So we left. And I got a ride home instead of walking for half an hour. Which is good. Except that 15 minutes later, I left the house and walked for 15 mins to the nearest McDonalds which was still open. Funny isn't it? I think so too. Not to mention that it was at a very weird hour, and weird is a very mild way of putting it. But I was hungry. And I was still cranky. So yeah I went. I pity my friend who went with me and had to walk me back after. Thank you! You know who you are. That is, if you are reading this.

Posted by sereneione at 3:00 PM 0 comments  

Labels: movie

I care...

Monday, May 08, 2006

Currently listening to: The Breaking Of The Fellowship from Lord Of The Rings: The Fellowship Of The Ring

I freaking hate it when people say, "Who cares?" Especially when they mean, "Who cares about me?"

I do.

So please, if you know me and you are reading this, don't say that to me. Because I do. And you know I do.

Posted by sereneione at 2:37 AM 0 comments  

The necklace

Friday, May 05, 2006

Currently listening to: Into Thin Air Piano Theme from Into Thin Air

I saw this really nice necklace today while I was window-shopping in town. I always see nice necklaces, all of which I never buy. At least, not for myself. I hardly ever buy jewelry for myself, remember?

Anyway, whenever I am in the area, I will make a beeline to the display window and stand there gazing at the necklace that I like for a couple of minutes. Most of the time, I will walk away, albeit reluctantly. Only once did I actually take the initiative to try some on, but in the end I left empty-handed anyway.

And then, one day, I will discover that the necklace is no longer on display, and I will find myself mildly disappointed. I take comfort in that, because it means that I don't like the necklace very much after all.

I'd very much like to buy the necklace I saw today though. It'd go quite well with this dress which I had bought earlier this year.

Posted by sereneione at 11:23 PM 0 comments  

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